TRUST ISSUES

Today was one of those days. In the midst of my struggle I wrote this poem.

You’ve done so much for me before

I can’t thank you enough,

Lord It is you I adore

There are times when I want to sit at your feet

Then there are times when I feel I don’t deserve that seat

In the moments when all around me is dark and unclear

I know I should continue to trust you and have no fear

My heart is heavy, My emotions are intense

I am trying to hold on. In the natural, It makes no sense

Hear my cry God as I seek your face

I need your strength to continue this race

I don’t know what the end will bring

But no matter what, Praises to you I will sing

My sanity, my survival, my existence all depend on you

In spite of my trust issues, I know you will carry me through.